Light beyond the storm.
""He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men;
"yet they cannot fathom what God has done from the beginning to end.” – Ecclesiastes 3:11
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Thursday, June 18, 2009 Havent been blogging. Even the hols didnt feel quite like hols... But good, at least i get abit of rest here and there. Started reading again =D Doing both fiction and christian books. heh.. Fear of the Lord, i hope i dont take as long to finish it as i took to finish my previous book =( but this book is.... pretty good... I just read about how holy and great God is that the angels declare holy holy holy. And tonight during preayer meet, we actually sang 2 songs related to it. How cool =D Watch a night in the museum 2 with cheryl and phyllis. I like =) Really nice show, fun and interesting.. True happiness is when you are doing the things that you love. =D Did a survey which i wanted to do soooo lng ago. on spiritual gifts and turns out that my spiritual gifts are shepherding and serving. hehe! http://www.churchgrowth.org/cgi-cg/gifts.cgi Labels: A simple life, Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 2:55 AM
Had a new haircut and color. Hee... birthday month discount ma. Looks different? i guess so, but i will get use to it after a few days. Spent some time packing my room on sat. Managed to clear my 2 shelves and some files on the table. Read this chapter in Woman after God's own heart which talks about woman learning to taking care of their household because that's God's calling for them. God wants us to keep our houses clean, and become a sanctuary for our families. I'm not married, but suddenly it dawns on me that this truth applies to me too. I need to keep my room clean, and learn now, so that i will grow to be a virtuous woman. HAHa.. sounds weird. But yah, woman after God's own heart also takes care of her house. =) Was late again for platform. Felt super guilty.. No matter what reasons i can give, there is no excuses. I need to stop being late. :( God suddenly spoke to me the other day about this issue. I used to be punctual, and in fact, sometimes early for my appointments. Still remember sometimes i will wait for people, sit down at mrt station and read a book. But i think... after uni days? I became lazy, and don't like to wait. I will plan such tt i reach on time, but usu things crop up and i will end up late. I need to pluck out the lazy bug in me, plan to reach ahead. But platform was good. Told God tt i'm not going to let any distraction draws me from worshipping Him. It can be abit distracting when i look out for people from stage, camera man walking around etc... God told me tt when i think about how others think, i am worshipping them. But, i only have one audience, my Daddy God, and should only worship Him. That was a new revelation. HAHA. And like what sebas shared, let us worship God with all we have so that our worship is like the woman who broke the alabaster jar of perfume, smelling good! And i did! I really dance with no reservations and i sang out loud whenever i can. Really breatheless. Emmanuel is God with us, and as we took the Lord's supper, God reminded me again, He is with me! He has a part in me. :) Sermon was pretty familiar and simple. God's economic order, we are stewards, all we have are God's and He can use them. Ps Khong did a simple illustration where he took ps hee guan's $10 and gave it to ps yang chern. Then he told ps yang chern to give away the $10, which was easy cos the money was not his. If all we have are God's, it will be easy for us to give right? But i know it's difficult for me to give. Greed, fear, pride.... I want more for myself, i fear i have not enough, i want to look good with wealth and blessings. May God help me, as i put in all the notes i have, to give as i have received. =) Labels: Christ in me, In the mirror, Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 12:02 AM
Whee! Had the second dance assessment on thurs, or rather re-assessment for me and the usual people. Went down earlier at 615pm to pack costume.. again. HAHA. Then alot of people started coming in at 7 plus. Was pretty amazed at the turn out. Guess some signed up through the recruitment on the bulletin. Some for platform worship, some for project. Must be the attraction of CDP. HAHA.... 2 pieces as usual. One fast, one slow. I guess i have grown quite abit in dance... in terms of technical skills, and also the heart of dancing. Wasnt as anxious and worried as last time. So i could rmb the steps... just that i cant do improvisation. no creativity and background la. Didnt do as well for the slow one. Kelvin said i didnt put forth the feel. HAHA. Need to work on my slow dance. But i guess i enjoyed myself quite abit during this assessment. Though jin zhang during presentation, i just did my best... less of the self-concious and fear. (sounds weird to say that myself... like self-praise? so not very humble actually ah... =P) And i got 2 very strained arms in return. Cos the slow dance had this move that exerts my arms... now they are still aching.... But thank God for letting me dance! Labels: Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 2:14 AM
Whee! Just changed my banner. haha. spent quite some time recalling how to host the pic, then change the setting here n there, size and color... But it's done. and i quite like it. =) It's a pic i took with my hp as i was walking home from mrt, the grass patch in front of my blog. Super nice right.. haha. I love the grass patch. It's always a beautiful scene with the sunset, cloud and green grass.. =D As i was looking for a verse to express how i feel and the idea i wanna share, ecc3:11 came. It really shows 2 ideas i had, one, my hope is in the Lord. Even when there is storm, i must learn to look above it and focus on the light of God. God will definitely bring me through any storm and i will see the sunshine, victory and joy.. while growing stronger. Two, my God is awesome and faithful. Time is in His hand, beginning and the end. He is in control of everything, and He can do everything. I really cannot fathom what God can do, but in His time, He surely make all things happen according to His will. =) okies, reflection on enc. I was really jin zhang before that, maybe cos i'm going with my girls.. and also somehow, i feel that God is going to do sth great. He always does.. =) I was really thankful that my lecturer actually allow me to miss the excursion to science centre on sat morning, then i could be around for Father's love and stuff. Really prayed and fasted before the camp. Fri, met min and girls at MOS to do pre-enc lesson 2. Bought miss tomato-chan. Hee.. she's on my hp now. Thank God for granting me wisdom to summarise the session if not, the girls will be overloaded. Met the guides n pastors first to pray before the start of the camp. Realised i was one of the few who had gone for under 17 enc more than once. The rest are experienced guides for above 18. Somehow, it felt diff.. there was alot of joy n confidence from ps danny n lily. First session, watched "The Crossing" for the dont-know-how-many-times. But God still spoke to me and i caught different things again, surprised! I mean i have watched it many times, i even know the whole sequence, what to look out for... but God can still give me new revelations! The part on the friend who was trying to tell the main character about Jesus, he was struggling with his sickness, cant breathe, yet he was telling. Woah... what can be worse than diagnosed with leukemia and bed-ridden, yet he was sharing abt Jesus. What troubles in life can be greater, that it should stop us from sharing Jesus. And it really shows the strength of the character. Am i strong in Christ that i can face all challenges and still trust God? And the part where the blood dripped onto the sin list,turning it pure white.. i cried. I knew what that means, I am set free because of His blood and sacrifice, when i am still a sinner. The last part was when the cross dropped out as the main character handled his money, there was a change in his spirit, more joyful and he went on to share abt the most important thing in his life. At that point, i realised that when we have the cross, Jesus, with us, our lives are changed, to become joyful and victorious. We can go and share with others, instead of being 钻牛角尖. And after reflecting and sharing with pearlyn, i realised another thing. The cross was given to him by his friend,which seems like a dream. But it came to reality. Similiarly, our prayers, dreams and visions given by God can become reality! WOW! Second day was pretty heavy for me. First, Father's love. It's like refreshing my soul and spirit again, to know that God loves me. Of course i thank God for using me to minister to the girls as well. :) And i enjoyed craft enhancement, drawing.. haha. havent used the crayons for a long time. It was nice, drawing, sharing and hearing from them. Afternoon session on sin was again fun, cos ps lily let us play with the sticker book to illustrate John 3:16. First time playing.. haha. The girls were very serious about the sin list, which i thought was good. At least they know what it means and they really want to be set free. Spent the free time talking to the girls one by one. HAHA. It can be pretty tiring, and i didnt get to rest. heh. But i'm glad i did it, cos i got to hear more from them, be used by God to minister and share with them. Sin solution was a heavy session for me. Before the session started, guides n pastors gathered to pray.. and the Holy Spirit was so strong upon us le. It can really be summed up by the word "reverence". We came before the cross ourselves and God met up with us so strongly that most of us were touched by His grace. It was undescribable. u must be in the room to experience it. :) During ministry for that session, i was deeply ministered myself. HAHA. It must be an interesting sight seeing the guides cry badly at the foot of the cross. Pastor eve came to pray for me. The word was to lay down all my burden and everything at the foot of the cross. Dying to self again by nailing myself to the cross, i felt His pain, know His grace. And i never had such confidence and determination to tear the sin list and burn it away. Baptism was taught by candy, who very nicely volunteered me to help her act in the scene of baptism of Jesus. HAHA. Thank God for the guys, though really noisy and disruptive at times, they were really great. Laughed so much while acting. Supper with girls and xiang. Thanks xiang for coming down, ur support was greaaaaatt! Oh, i must say... i love the place alot. haha. We got an apartment style dorm, staying with jarelyn and 2 other girls under veline. The girls had lots of fun, playing, watching TV, chatting. I did too. It was a good feeling, like our own home, shower, rest on the bed with aircon, write the notes while hearing them play and talk outside. I sound like the mother hor. HAHA. Well, no choice, i'm the oldest... need to chase them to bed and rest. =D Final day, infilling of the Holy Spirit. I laughed so hard during the teaching pls.. Ps Danny was funny!!! His examples, demo... Gosh! Got to pray for bernice and another girl to receive tongues. Then pray for anointing for them. Of course, God n pastors always remember the guides. =) We were prayed for too. My right hand shocked non-stop for so long.. haha. maybe God is helping me to train up my hand so that i wont be tired playing the guitar. But i guess the most important part was when pastor lily prayed for me, for a renewal of the mind and refreshment of my heart to receive God's love. WOW. Sometimes we get tired, we really need to renew our mind, not to be trapped in our old thinking, but to receive victorious spirit from God. Seems like i have received alot from the enc camp eh. hee. God never short-change us, that's why i love serving Him.. i always learn new things. =) And... we visit pastor laifun n baby reuel on mon!! Pastor shared with us the delivery story, so exciting! Learn new things about delivery... haha. So nice to be sitting down n hearing from pastor. like ah ma telling her grandchildren story. And baby reuel is so small! Like 2 palm size? And he cried very gently. Best part was he stopped crying when xiang prayed for him, like gosh, he can hear God speaking to him.. =) like God was comforting him. so cool! Labels: Christ in me, Event, Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 11:15 PM
GCYC - Didnt go down on thurs cos i forgot to bring my tag,no one was going and i was tired. Hee.. But went down on fri night. Fri was really a.. wonderful day. First, was walking from Nel to EW line,my left slippers broke. So i had to slide to the side and staple the slipper together. Could hold the slipper, but abit uncomfortable cos the staples were hurting my toes. So i went to buy a new pair of slippers after class at jurong point. Couldnt find a new pair, so decided to buy neckermann. Quite like it... Then, when i was reaching tct, i wanted to change slippers, realised one of the studs is missing! tian ah.. In the end, i didnt change the slippers cos i thought i might go down n exchange for a new pair. But i was lazy, so i stuck one flower crystal on.. it looks unnoticable. haha... Wonderful... that's not all. On the bus to tct, the girl beside me was reading the GCYC booklet. And i thought wow, so hardworking.. haha. N immediately, God spoke to me. I was like that too. Excited about the events, to meet God, to read the things given, to be at events even if i'm alone... N God said to return to the first love i had for Him. :( During session at night, pastor eugene gave the same word again. To return to the time when God's love touches you... The word was then given by pastor julie. A beautiful word... to be like an eagle to soar, see and renew. N the invitation was once again, to renew myself in the Lord. To put down everything, the achievements, past experiences, feelings... n to return to the point of nothing, so that i wont be weighed down, but can soar to greater heights. :) Sat - reached only in the afternoon,but in time to hear from cambodia, laos,vietnam. Amazingly, i met 5 groups of foreigners on the way to tct, all speaking diff languages. Gave me a sense of diff voices praising God. Anyway, i'm so touched by what God has done and will be doing in these nations. To see them grow over the 3 years... wow. Danced for worship and it's one kind of experience. The diff nations clapping the sticks, jumping and worshipping God. WOW. I was abit jin zhang at the start, cos at tct the ppl are very near, unlike expo. haha... but on stage,i just totally engaged in worship cos everyone else was! Tired, but enjoyed it. Night session by pastor eugene on Who Jesus is to me and the Key to be Jesus Lord of All. What has been quenching the fire of God in our lives? unbelief, unwillingness, ungratefulness. We ended with a time of repentance, lighting the candle of the nations and praising God! I'm sure the nations are blessed. And side note, i love the Youthnet pastors.. all so cute. HAHA. The final closure of GCYC was sun service and the dinner. Thank God for the chance to be at the dinner. Made new friends.. And I heard the nations sing! Gosh.. recorded it down, but cant upload it cos it's too big. I'll find ways. We almost brought the roof down.. it's so heart warming to see n hear the voices, esp when we sang Jesus we enthrone You in the different languages. Wow, talking about every nation, every tribe, every tongue praising God. God is moving in the nations... =) Labels: Event, In the mirror, Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 12:27 AM
Really totally, throughly enjoyed myself these few days with michelle n dolce from Hillsongs. Monday was only from leaders and cheoreographers, but i got lessons till 530pm, so couldnt go for the afternoon session on cheoreo... *sad* Met them for dinner at this hong kong food place.Not bad and pretty cheap.. Then night session on leadership. Michelle talked about keys to be a great leader in dance ministry. One key thing i rmb is the part when we thought about the strengths, weaknesses, opportunities and threats for the ministry. We talked about how to improve our weaknesses and make the threats into opportunities. Tues only had night session, but it was wonderful. Learnt abit of this really fast song, "Victory". Hip hop style.. Wed, missed the extra session in the morning cos i got lesson. Met them at chinatown before going back for full dance session. Woohoo! exciting. Dolce taught us the full cheoreo for "victory". Fast and not easy. haha... i have difficulty in turning! Cant balanced... haha. Then she did "None but Jesus" slow worship song, shown in the video in the previous entry. Very nice and ministering.. =) Night was session again. We talked about dance that communicates. The key really is to portray the right message, to God and to the people watching so that we can all enter into worship and praise. Did a simple army exercise to see the big contrast between a strong n confident dancer and pne full of fear. Then we learnt another new song, dont know the name. this one is the fastest, dfficult leh. Thurs, i was there for morning n night session, but missed afternoon dance session cos i have tutorial. Morning session was on the vision n how it relates to dance. Very interesting cos we have never talked about this. A few things i caught, obey God in the small ways, it's God's purpose for u. And we discussed how to personlised the church's vision for dance. Michelle also talked about the meaning of "Here i am, send me." Not necessarily meaning mission, it could be using me to talk to the right people at the right moment, sending emails, wearing a T-shirt with a print that bless others, or bringing people to me. Really exciting to see all the visions forming and things we can do as a team. =) Back from tutorial, attended the night session where michelle shared about us being dancers or ministers. The process of doing things will determine if it is ministry or not. The things we do may not have the content, but if we do it prayfully and meaning it for God's purposes, it will be ministry. She then brought out 9 points on things that create dance ministers, not just dancers. I'll just share one which caught me. Increase, increasing awareness of the presence of God. We always say we want to bring the presence of God into the place, but God is always around, what we can do is to connect and be aware of His presence. There are many more points which she talked about throughout these 4 days that brought alot of wisdom and enlightenment to me. =) Finally, we ended off by dancing a couple of times to "None but Jesus". Really using the dance to worship and engage with God. And pastor paul n laifun prayed for the leaders who in turn prayed for the teams,to set us apart as dance ministers for God. Pastor laifun's word to me was simple, to have the freedom and confidence to dance in worship. And pastor paul's ending prayer brought a tug, For God chose me, and chose me to bring fruits, fruits that will last... The ministry was really deep and God was with us,of course... and i believe the ministry will continue till completion. =) Labels: In the mirror, Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 2:05 AM
Back from hong kong.. haha. i'm like abit lost, mixed up my phone function, rejected my dad's call 2 times, forgot all the dance steps, don't know how to talk to shop attendants cos i thought they speak in canto, extra sensitive to ppl who speak in canto... HAHA. and i'm still thinking of all the hong kong scenes. =) I shall update abit on the cluster superSTAR training academy first... reported in on thurs for mentors. First activity was to count beans.. HAHa. Had to count 1500 beans per pack. Gosh, was so worried that i counted wrongly.. then had some bonding time of games, worship n sharing. Terry shared from the parable of talents, and what caught me was that God gave each according to his ability. 5, 2 or 1.. God knows what we are good at n what we can handle. =) Friday was an intensive time of downloading the the camp details, briefing n ministry. Abit overloaded.. so i guess who abit tired. But God is very good in the sessions, spoke very clearly and though it was tiring, He sustained me all the way. :) Campers in on friday night. Met up with them... played ice-breakers first. Not too bad, they were pretty coorperative and played as much as they could. Though the guys were abit more cheeky n playful. Had to think of a few more games to kill time. Then the night sessions started. first night was really to let them know that physical appearances dont make them superstars. my group was pretty ok. Had fun... just that we missed a station cos of time delay. They were quite disappointed. The night wrapped up with dressing up the mentors for clothes for pastor laifun. Super high n fun.. HAHA. The female mentors were really a great bunch. Threw their best effort in... act, walk, play. =) Sat was pretty tiring.. Had amazing race. Ran around bedok. We didnt come in top.. came in 12th. But i guess overall, they still had fun and it provided a chance for them to break the ice further. Really must affirm the committee for putting in so much effort. The envelopes n stuff were so real n good. Really added to the feel. haha. The concert was pretty good too. I totally enjoyed serving dinner. HAHA... So much so that we could forget about ourselves n our dinner. haha.. The dance competition was fun too.. Really thank God for Glifford in my group. He is always so available to help n participate. First at the make up station, then as the dancer. Though he was abit resistant, he really gave his best, practised real hard, and tried his best. Da ge, if u are reading this, he is good... plus his sharing, all very mature and can see he does want to grow in the Lord and give unto Him. =) He won third! haha... my group cheered really loud for him. =) Yiliang's testimony was pretty touching. Can i give up the things i have? that's a qn if i have put God first and havent lose my purpose in Him.. Slept really late cos was writing the notes to the campers. Thank you for waiting for me. =) Was pretty sleepy, n was trying to keep myself awake. =P Sessions throughout the camps were fantastic! One, pastor rol n laifun really shared from their hearts. I caught lots from them too.. Two, the ministry times were great, cos i knew very strongly it wasnt me, but it was God who moved in the hearts of the youths, simply because He loves them and wants to draw them to Himself. =) I'm learning what it means to move by the Spirit. =) Labels: Event, In the mirror, Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 1:59 AM
Woke up with an aching body this morning.. neck, abs, arms, thighs.. Couldnt even get out of bed properly. gosh.. I prayed, that God will take away all the aches cos i want to serve during worship! After stretching abit, felt better. then during stretching, those who went for the practice on sat were like ouching.. pain pain.. But God is good! After all the stretching, i felt better and almost couldnt feel the pain. Unless i cough, my abby... Dance was good, though tiring. I forgot some steps.. oops.. Haha, but i laughed it over, cos i know God doesn't look at how well i dance, He looks at my heart. And i could imagine Him grinning when i make mistakes. Just like how parents smile when their kids sing out of tune... cos i'm His daughter! Lord's supper, i was reminded once again of His love. My God died a broken heart for me. A broken heart hurt by the ppl, a broken heart cos of physical suffering, shock n constriction of the heart by fluid in the lungs. That is why water n blood rushed out when the soldier pierced Him. Sermon was good! Prayer, the most potent n powerful tool, but the least used. Pray all the time, pray in the spirit and pray always! Never give up in praying, God will move. The one thing that caught me has to be to ask God to help me move in the spirit. I want to move in the power of the Holy Spirit, the love of Jesus and grace of God! Then had open cell, prayed.. Went home with Lion n xiang. Bought my water bottle! Happy.. purple nalgene. *grins* Lion got a pair of jeans (yeeeekkkksss!!! hahaha) We were happy people with 2 purchases in less than 1/2 hr. Happy happy.. I took pictures with grandmama, precious, sam n cynthia.. =) And i'm going to have my first guitar class tmr. Jin Zhang! =) Lord, bless grandpapa with a good trip, journey mercy n peaceful rest! =) Labels: Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 1:50 AM
Had dance practice today with the adult side of Touch dance. Was abit jin zhang cos sam said it's body conditioning. Glurps... Before we started, kelvin shared the passage from 2 Tim 2:3-6. # things for us to learn from. 1) Endure hardship like a soldier. vs3-4. It's not going to be easy, cos it's battle, it's war. So we must be willing to fight, n endure hardship. And always be reminded, our commanding officer is Jesus Christ. Please Him, he is in-charge. 2) Competes as an athelete. We will receive the victor's crown if we press on to the end and ovey the rules. Obey the rules, walking in the way of the Lord and not giving up. I will get my victor's crown! 3) Be a hardworking farmer. We will receive the harvest and reward. =) With that, we shall aim to be the best in all we do. So, we aimed to be better dancers. HAHA. Started off the practice. Gosh... it wasn't strenous, like sweating, repeat alot of times, intensive kind. BUT, it;s the slow, stretch, tolerance kind, to build up strength inthe best way. Whole body exercise, thighs, back, abs, arms, calves, even neck! I didnt perspire, but i was very stretched! HAHA.. my legs were abit wobbly and my hands were shaking! Then went down to meet my girls, to study, since they are having CT. Training ended late, plus i rested a while n grabbed a quick bite cos was really hungry.. so i was late in mtg them. SORRY! =( Met them at this place at kovan CC. Tiff wanted to get music from my phone, so lent her my phone. Then she n ber started fumbling with my phone n kept laughing. I thot what happened. Then they went off for a while, "to meet someone". With jasmine and wanteng. Sat alone. Then isobel and cheryl also went out. Sam came to talk to me. Then suddenly, she asked me to go out, she's very cold. HAHA.. guessed what. I saw 4 ppl hiding outside. I got a BIG surprise! They got a cake for me and presents, to celebrate my graduation n mom's day! HAHA... super cute, they also transferred a song they did into my phone. Very sweet of them... Thanks girls, i really appreciated it. =) Continued studying till about 5 plus 6. Then i went to meet my NUS friends. Just went to seahling's place to slack, talk n laugh... HAHA. I was abit tired le, so wasnt very participative. But the company was still good. So now, i'm typing, with aching arms n legs... i pray i'll be ok tmr. 3 songs!! woohoo!! God spoke to me twice about this word, i better listen. =) "When i was a child, i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i reasoned like a child. When i became a man, i put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now i know in part; then i shall know fully, even as i am fully known." 1 Cor 13:11-12 Time to give up childish ways and grow in maturity in the Lord. I may not know the plans of the Lord now, but i will slowly see as He unveils it to me. =) Labels: Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 2:08 AM
Had cell on fri and sat. Met isobel, bernice, sam, cheryl and shuwen. =) Praying that God will use me in a greater way to disciple them. Also had G12 on fri night, finally after so long. Haha. Missed this time, not that we dont meet each other, but the feeling of togetherness and sharing.. i love them lots. It's always great to hear from one another, to get updated and to know each other better.. well, that's family, right? =) Sat, in the end, i still went for the concert in pl kaleidoscope. Didnt know about it till fri, no ticket, crampy. But somehow i felt i need to go... So i went. Met min n tng for lunch and managed to get a seat beside them, so i won't be so lonely. =) The concert was generally good, i mean PL has talents yea? haha.. but of course, some groups could have performed better, and i know they did. For the night show. The sad thing was, one poor girl fell during the dance, landed on her knee. When she stood up, she was wincing in pain. Thank God it was ending, so she just moved her hands and posed. After lights off, her whole face turned white and limped off stage in pain. heard she was sent to hospital. Hope she's ok... I miss pl.. HAHa. all the performance and all.. wished i was a prefect, wearing the blazer and ushering. HAHA. passed the orange flower to isobel and blue to darie. happy that they liked them...=) Couldnt see darie cos she was behind. But sat right in front of isobel. She was jin zhang.. but i'm still proud to see her on stage. =) Talked to ms goh also. For eons man.... HAHA. then rushed down for my brother's concert in NYP. Had an unhappy start, but thank God the show was good, so brought everything back to normal. Dance performance. If only i could dance like them.. and the female singer is very good.. If only i could sing like her. HAHA. But i'm still happy to be me! Supper-ed and home-ed. Sun. Brought my parents to church.. happy cos last wk they didn't go, but this wk they were still willing to go. Abit frustrated cos we were late again. But to my surprise, the gates were not closed though we reached at 1140. And, the praise part was just ending. So we got to join in the worship part. I like the songs. And pastor hon shek shared that some of us may be blaming ourselves for feeling negatively, God says He doesn't look at our sins. He looked at the blood of Christ on us. Now that's the exchange isnt it. Our sins taken away, His righteousness left only. And pastor said, just reach out to God and experience His forgiving grace, and very importantly, don't blame God. He is our only salvation and hope, He loves us. Thank you God. =) Sermon. Attended it twice. But just as good. Double anointing? i hope so... HAHA. Got to proclaim God's word in our lives. I'm going to be a strong warrior for God, in FCBC. Haiyak! Side note abit: Went to shop aft that with parents. Bought the nestle cereal, have my spidey! haha. Couldnt find it initially cos all the toys were the goblin, sandman and venom. Then, dad came to help, anyhow anyhow found 2 spideys. =P okie, time to sleep. Havent study for exam on wed.. gosh. last paper in NUS. Jia you to me! Labels: Event, Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 1:24 AM
Finished my second paper today! organometallic. Alot of things to memorise. My brain was bursting.. Seahling said, "脑里有时终须有，脑里无时莫强求." haha. good eh. The paper wasn't too difficult, but it was tedious, alot of things to write and do. But overall, do-able.. will pass, just a matter of the grade. HAHA... Just hoping to maintain my second lower... Since i have abit of time.. Shall update abit. Celebrated seahling's birthday on wed.. Got her a cake and card. Made her pass a slice of cake to prof leong. HAHA.. i so love my lab group, we always have so much fun together, talking, laughing, joking, even suaning each other. Or rather, aifen n i always get suan-ed. HAHA. They very bad, call me she-beng.. cos say i'm very beng-ish in my actions. Drama princess too. Drama princess maybe la, but i'm not beng... =( Then today, had dance!!! Casey taught the choreo for Redeemer. I like the song, very child-like, simple yet meaningful. The dance fits it so well. HAHA. Nice... Sam went through Shout of the King again, with abit of changes.. Good, less turning, less giddiness. haha... but these 2 songs are physically very tiring, very fast. I need to up my stamina. Hee.. Had a nice ride home with grandpa, sam, candy n vanessa, and we got lost at vanessa's place. HAHA. I will be lost in that place 100 times if you put me there 100 times, of course from different locations and different timing la. And i like the song "Lord of All". HAHA. OH.... OH... OH OH OH OH Labels: School, Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 2:56 AM
Did i say i went jogging on tues? haha, luckily i went on even though it just rained, cos i had a great time jogging. The sky was really beautitful, i'm running after God. haha.. and wed had cell n tuition, and i went shopping at Daily Gifts, so didn't have time to jog. Went back to school to study today. Not too bad i think, but cos i reached late and sometimes wasn't focused, or i would have accomplished more. Had western food for lunch. YUMMY! The drumstick was sooooo tender, i couldn't even poke it and hold it up with my fork. so soft.. then i snacked on old chang kee's yam pie and curry puff.. yummy. Dance was great, learnt 1 new song and 1 set for another song. Shout of the king, by sam. Was really, challenging. The steps are not difficult, just very fast-paced and giddy. HAHA. I like the bridge. hee... Redeemer, by casey. Testing our psychomotor skills. HAHA. But not too bad, only the chorus, i like it... had fun dancing, probably cos redeemer is a very fun song. =) And i got to know one new couple. HAHA... not going to say who, for me to know for you to find out. HAHA. And i ate McDonald's! Craving for fries cos i smelt it in the library. Can u imagine, someone smuggled it in?! Shared with dad, cos mum left some veg and meat... piggy.. I lost my hammie! the one on my hp pouch. I hope it dropped in my room or sth. But i cant find it.. Boohoo. first the koala, now the hammie. :( sobs. Back to studying... Labels: Random, Serving God -The Princess Jesus Loves- 2:26 AM
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