Light beyond the storm.
""He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men;
"yet they cannot fathom what God has done from the beginning to end.” – Ecclesiastes 3:11
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Sunday, April 18, 2010
Labels: Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 11:40 PM
I am the wind. On land, no blade of grass moves without Me. And sea, every rising wave is touched by Me. Wherever you are, I am high enough to see you, And strong enough to reach out to you, And place strength in your hands. You may not always see Me, But you will always feel Me. For I am for a higher purpose. Labels: Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 12:01 AM
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Been watching 舞林大道 on channel U on mon 8pm. Super cool to see all the dance and i like 小维力, a little boy who dance really well. And i've started to like one of the judges, 张胜丰老师. He's really nice and professional, very fair, speaks of depth and willing to share and give pointers. And.... He danced on the episode shown today! Just a short chorus on the dance he cheoreo-ed for jolin, wu niang. Oh my gosh! look at the posture, turn, body waves, groove and floor movement.. I wish i can dance like him.... Labels: Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 1:35 AM
Watched sunday's sermon again.. and was reminded. "11Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves. 12I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. 13And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father." John 14:11-13 The one thing God requires us to do, is to believe! If i believe, i can do greater things because Jesus is with God and will do whatever i ask in His name. =) "For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline." 2 Tim 1:7 The Spirit, same Spirit, that rose Jesus from died lives in me. I have the victory of God in my life... Believe. I believe i can fly, because i have wings and i am in everlasting arms. =) I used to think that I could not go on And life was nothing but an awful song But now I know the meaning of true love I'm leaning on the everlasting arms If I can see it, then I can do it If I just believe it, there's nothing to it I believe I can fly I believe I can touch the sky I think about it every night and day Spread my wings and fly away I believe I can soar I see me running through that open door I believe I can fly I believe I can fly I believe I can fly See I was on the verge of breaking down Sometimes silence can seem so loud There are miracles in life I must achieve But first I know it starts inside of me, oh If I can see it, then I can be it If I just believe it, there's nothing to it Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh If I can see it, then I can do it If I just believe it, there's nothign to it Hey, if I just spread my wings I can fly I can fly I can fly, hey If I just spread my wings I can fly Fly-eye-eye Labels: Christ in me, Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 6:40 PM
Havent been blogging. HAHA. hmm... finished practicum, got my permanent posting, went for youthnet leaders' retreat as babysitter, tommy tenny's sessions... haha. quite alot of things have happened. The more significant ones will be 1) the retreat. This time round, there's huimin to be with me. HAHA. nice to have someone to share a room with, eat breakfast and take care of babies together. Nene is still super cute, now that she can talk, it's pretty fun to be with her. Reuel is as normal... cuteeeee. haha... =) 2) tommy tenny is really good. God chaser.. i wanna be one. =) 3) Hillsongs concert. Thanks bel for getting the ticket. I really enjoyed myself that night. The atmosphere was great, where everyone was jumping and singing for Jesus. The band was cool! The flow of the music, the upbeat and mellowing down, really leading us into times of worship, esp the transitions. Super good! I'm so tempted to get their cds. Here are some songs which i like... None but Jesus... still remember the dance which michelle and dolce taught us last year. it's really a song which ministers deep into our hearts. You want more???? One last song to share is this.... Lead me to the cross. The song itself is like a prayer to ask God to draw us to Him, to His heart to hear of His love. Together with the clip, i was deeply ministered. Hope you will be too... =) Labels: Event, Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 1:57 AM
Updates! haha. Practicum has been ok, just a little tiring because i'm planning lesson every day. My friends at practicum are fun, enjoy myself with them. =) Now it's holiday, so i hope i can plan more lessons, then during the school term, i would have more time to mark, to hand in my lesson plans on time and to do other things. Dance had been good. We had been joining the adults to do ballet. Royston would lead super stretching warm up, sarah would lead cool circuit training, then kelvin will teach us ballet. Really like it. haha! i've learnt new skills, hopefully to apply them and improve my dance. Oh, and i lost weight. HAHA.... dance dance dance! Church is great too... Not like i am walking really strong in faith and woohoo kind. But i know that God is at work in our lives, dealing with issues of brokenness, intimacy, discipline... And pastor has been reminding us, that as we press on in this 40 days fast and a psalm a day, God is going to reward us. The sanctification weekend next week will just be a small taste of what it will be like. He is going to pour forth! question: are we standing in the direction of His flow? Reminded me of what pastor paul shared during one of the dance practices. He was having G12 on wed, and he saw a vision of a dam. A dam is used to generate electricity because the flow of the water will turn the turbines. And God is telling us, that He is going to pour through the dam and generate such great power and electricity. We are the dam, the turbines... if we stand in the flow of the Lord, He will pour onto us and give us suc great power! Don't stand at the side to watch, don't miss out, come and experience that power! Been trying to wake up early so that i can spend at least half an hour with the Lord in the morning. Not one hour, but it's a struggle because i'm not having enough sleep. haha. And i dont feel like wow wow kind.. just a peace that i am doing what God has called. Somehow i sense that God is testing me, wanting to train and discipline me, so that i can press on through this 40 days fast. Slowly, i only fasted from computer games, then past 2 weeks i'm trying to wake up earlier, havent really spend one hour everyday, but trying. Now i'm trying to fast breakfast. I'm not perfect and like doing everything well, but i hope i can please God and press on in what He wants me to do. Last thurdays was leaders' meeting. Pastor Eugene shared that to have a heart transformation, we need a heart that is tender, teachable and transparent. Unless God can transform me, He cannot use me to transform others. Pastor Julie shared that we need to set our minds and hearts to follow God's way, because when we have a made-up mind, we will have the power and determination to do God's things and follow His commands. Then Pastor Yang Cherng shared about courtship. HAHA. he is really funny please. =D Also celebrated pastor laifun's birthday. Happy Birthday grandma! I'm praying for Your will be done in my life. Lead me in Your ways Lord. =) Labels: A simple life, School, Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 6:03 PM
I love Dr Vivien Huan! HAHA... Dr huan is my tutor for a module dealing with youth at risk. She's like super pro, cool, friendly, nice, warm, fun, passionate about the youths, experienced... Just fantastic! haha.. I really like her class, cos she just make you feel very at ease, we could share openly all the things, laugh and have fun. After mdm ho left, she's one who can motivate me to enjoy lesson. HAHA. Do i sound like i'm deeply in love with her? No worries, i'm straight. Just... really enjoy her lesson and inspired by her passion and expertise. I want to be like her. =) Ok... cannot just blog about her la. Hmm. NIE has been good, i like it here, some pretty nice tutors... My chem tutor, Dr yan, a little strict, but i learnt new things from him. Social context tutor, Mr gary lit, one funny guy.. imagine jim carrey. HAHA. He looks like him, and he can talk really alot.. Maths tutor is mrs yeo... well... ok la. =) But i really still like youth at risk the most. HAHA. Really nice module, totally dont regret waking up at 5 plus 6, reaching school before 9, and registering for this module within 15 s, cos within 30 s, it is filled. (see how popular it is?) How fun... today, we just went to visit Northlight school. It's a centralised education institution where students who failed PSLE can come to and they are equipped wih skills so that they can either further their studies in ITE or be equipped for work. I'm totally amazed by the programme and facilities they have. They have drama, dance room, training room for housekeeping (imagine a mini hotel room in a school, nicer than my room..), for retail (imagine mini 7-11.. with the scanning thing, barcode with northlight school instead of NTUC), for hair dressing (they had Jean yip coming in to help), for F&B (with bar counter, proper utensils and cutlery).... Super cool! And i'm even more touched by the heart of the principal and staff.. esp the OM who served us. The principal is the previous principal of shuqun sec, who already amazed me during one of the MOE TA briefing. (She didnt field her star bball player cos of some discipline problem, and lost the crucial match, but she didnt care cos the boy matters more) She's like so nice lah... humorous too, but she doesnt laugh at her own jokes. "the students must work for the money they are given by the school, cos we are a work fair society, not welfare." Didnt bother telling the students that there are visitors, cos we can then see them in their nature form. I'm so moved by her passion for the students. I want to be like her too! =D Let me share the phrase that was printed on their souvenir. "Hope is a powerful word. When the wolrd says, "Give up!" Hope whispers, "Try it one more time." simple, familiar... but really inspiring. And they have card which has a part where you scratch away with a coin. Each card has a different message. Mine reads, "With hope, nothing is impossible." =) Labels: School, Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 12:10 AM
How's your walk through the Psalms with God? HAHA. That must be the buzz among FCBC-ians now, cos we are all doing it together as one family! I'm like so happy to have the life application bible, cos it really discuss things that i didnt think of. Reading the NASB version is also diff from NIV. pretty cool! And i'm so blessed cos ps rol shared abit more during rehearsal today. Psalms of lamenting... but God will turn those mourning into dancing, those sorrow into joy! And vanessa is always starting to post on psalms. Learning alot from her sharing too. =) HAHA. And i have been posting my reflection on my cell's blog too. Hope my girls are reading and learning. Though i know some dont read blog tt often... really praying for them to learn and grow more. =) They are very important yah. HAHa. So if u wanna read my reflection, can go to my cell blog.. click on daughters on the right. but it's a humble sharing la, for leisure reading maybe. HAHA. Suddenly i realised i'm HAHA-ing alot. HAHA. not that there's any change in me ok... maybe.. just more joyful in the Lord? WOOHOO! And i'm sick! sneezing and coughing... must be the crackers i ate on tues night. And serving dance on sun cos only 5 could make it! I pray that i will be healed by sun, and i can breathe more, and have better stamina... yeah! Shall shall this lovely song, written by ben seow for his sis during her bday. The song is a song of grace, gratefulness, dedication and devotion. It is a conversation betweeen a daughter and her Father Ballerina Girl "Would you dance your best for me Would you dance your best for me? Little Ballerina Girl My little Ballerina Girl.. V1Darling as you take the stage just remember My grace, my saving grace And even as you dance away remember My love You know the crowd will roar and surely theyll adore you so.. Yet just listen to the voice of the Father Let My applause be the one that matters Dance, dance, just for me... C1Would you dance your best for me? Would you dance your best for me Little Ballerina Girl My little Ballerina Girl Save your best dance for me Save your best dance for me Little ballerina girl, My little Ballerina Girl.." V2"Daddy as I take the stage ill remember the faith, you had in me And would you mind if I sing for you too? Let this melody I bring be a sweet sweet sound, devoted to You Yet I know Youre not concerned with the tune.. All you want is a heart thats true to You Let me sing, sing, for You C2I will sing my best for You O I will sing my best for You Daddy do I make you proud? All that matters is make You proud My Best song is for You My Best song is for You Daddy do I make You proud? All I want is to make You proud.." So would You dance your best for me? My Little Ballerina Girl, Little Ballerina Girl Labels: A simple life, Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 2:03 AM
My results are out!!!!!!! first result in NIE. not too bad i guess. 2A-, 3B. GPA = 4.07. Hope i can do even better next sem. =) 2 realisation. 1) the teacher really matters alot. I like my maths teacher alot alot... if u still dont know, yes, i love mdm ho. haha. When you have a teacher whom you like, and you enjoy the lesson so much, you will put in more effort in the work. Agree? I agree. heh. So i enjoy maths and did well it. Teacher matters. I shall aim to be a teacher whose lessons are enjoyed by the students and can help the students like the subject. Not necessary one the students like... but at least to help them get interested and learn. Easy to say... diff to do leh. :) 2) Chipmunk movie = Christmas story. (warning: spoiler ahead.. so if u wanna watch chipmunks, come back after you have watched it.) What do you want for your christmas? Lots of toys, gifts, money, fame, freedom, fun... Just like the chipmunks in the story. They so look forward to christmas.. they wanted presents. And they were abit disappointed when dave gave them saving coupons instead of gifts. Which uncle ian gave... And uncle ian the santa, deceived them, that they deserve something better, earn money, get fame, do whatever they want and be treated like stars. Though the chipmunks remembered what dave told them, like they need rest, they shouldnt perform intensely... they were deceived. Ended up at ian's place, who told them... there's no rules! Yep, they get to play, eat and do everything with no rules, unlike at dave's place. But the results, they had to perform, sing, act, do everything that ian says...... like puppets with no life, no rules, but under control, till they are exhausted. On the other side.... dave was missing them, and they missed him too. Begin to see the picture? I did. I realised we are like the chipmunks. And we so love christmas. Dave represents... who else, but our loving Father, who let us stay w Him and treat us like a family, though He set rules, they meant well. And the saving coupons? They are like tickets to eternal life... we may not see the value of it now, but as we continue to work and save into it, we will be able to see our rewards later, like the savings tt will increase. Safety net? Security? Hope for eternity. And... uncle ian the santa. Who else but satan, who deceives us that we deserve better, refuting everything that God is saying to us. Though we may rememeber God's word, satan lies and lures us away from God. Yep, life without God may seems fun. We get to do the things we want, enjoy ourselves, do everything without rules. No commandments to follow, no rules to obey. And we get to fulfill our desires, for fame, popularity, money, power.... But what's the results? We are like the chipmunks, tired out by running after all these, becoming like puppets, controlled by satan, some even lost their souls. Sounds sad. But there is still hope! Cos God misses us! He loves us so much cos we are His family. And we miss Him too.. All of us have that God-shaped vacuum, only He can fill. So.... He would risk everything, do anything and nothing can stop Him from coming and get us, saving us from satan. And we, will be God's family! =) HAHA. Two responses you can have now. 1) WAH, huihui, you siao ah.. like that also can link. And forget about it. 2) WOW, thank God that He can use even a non-christian movie to share His love. It's all about Him. Everything on earth can be linked back to Him. And run back to God for His love and protection. I chose 2). =D Labels: Give thanks, Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 12:54 AM
the ONE retreat. I cant really describe my feelings for this retreat, many things happened very quickly.. alot of emotions, thoughts... Hmm. The previous post i ended, hoping that God will make use of this retreat, i guess i can sum it up by saying God did make use of the retreat. :) I must say i totally enjoyed the time when the committee n leaders came together to play, brief and prepare for the retreat. The sharing by sharon and baoling... the acid river game... the laughters, joy, smiles... even the simple pepsi-cola-123. We were indeed ONE. =) The people came in later and we started off with amazing race. My group was just great... so creative and enthusiastic.. like the cheer, musical, games. And i really played. haha. Not that bad k. HAHA... we managed to act n guessed the more difficult questions in charade and i lasted through the flag game. *proud* haha... The finale at marine parade was fun too... no more groups, no more differences, just play and RUN. cos we were playing the tagging game. haha... we saw ppl who usu dont play n run.. run. RL288 mtg with ps rol n laifun... i realised, i do miss them. HAHA. Havent seen them for some time. During worship, like suddenly heard this familiar voice singing... it's ps rol. And i felt... wow.. And it may be something simple, but it meant so much to me. Like i can recognise ps rol's voice, i need to learn to recognise God's voice. A voice that is so comforting, pleasing and loving. Day 2.. woke up early in the morn for worship. haha. played the guitar for xiang. Wah.. i really experienced what it meant to wake up EARLY, since we didnt slp enough, and my voice hasnt break... all the warmup tt i learnt in com skills and in modern levites came to use. haha. It was a great feeling to read n hear God speak to me from heb 12. God discipline His children, but i saw it in a new light.. discipline comes from disciple. He disciple me! First teaching on worship. What sarah went through was all the technicalities to help us worship.. what i caught was important is how we apply it to our lives and live with the heart of worship. His deepest concern is also me. =) Second session, i played the guit for camy. hmm.. i was actually quite stress. HAHA. cos i'm quite new to camy's style. And so many pros around. HAHA. like sarah, lau... there was a little hiccup in the middle. Heh. felt quite apologetic.. but i guess i learnt sth new. Like how sarah controlled the situation, remained calm and brought the ppl back to worship.. xiang's session was familiar, cos i did it before w my girls. haha. And i got to admit, i was sleepy....... grateful for the 15 min nap. Games. HAHA. my group won both matches! *proud* =) Really enjoyed the games, esp the captain's ball. Amazing to see hidden talents. No need to say, jenny, sihui... then janelle with her long limps, geraldine who gave her best, shiying who could catch every high pass... and my great team! vicki who had great coordination with us to catch the ball, sarah who ran around for support and attack, pamela who was always around, sylvia who attacked n defended really well, danica who tried her best to jump and guard, mindy who could really jump, dora who gave her best even though her leg was hurting. HAHA. Sorry ah, long list of praise, but i really think we did so well! =) Night session. HAHA. i led worship.. suddenly i lost my high C. Everything went not according to planned. But i thank God cos He just gave me words to say, parts to sing.... amazing. Sharon's sharing was just as great, but i was sleepy too. oopss.. i did listen n tried my best to keep awake. =P prayed for joy and the school.. haha i was amazed at the things i prayed, cos i know by myself, i couldnt have had these revelations n words. The musical was super funny! haha. We had such great time, acting, watching other groups. HAHA. we sure have many hidden talents among us! =) laughed till stomachache. The 2 nights of sharing were just as great, hearing from one another what God has done.. =) Sun. Sharon was just sharing the history of the ministry, then praying for the people who want to make a difference. Once again, God's presence was SO strong, i didnt go in front to be prayed for, i just stood there watching these young ones giving their lives to Jesus... i teared. awesome... Then i prayed for danica and mindy. HAHA. i was again amazed at how God put the words into my mouth and helped me prayed with such revelation and wisdom that i dont have. =) Church. OH MY GOSH! There were so many ppl, the running in was... tian ah! 100m sprint can. Had to like find seats for everyone. slot here, slot there... it was a joy to see the girls gel together and ran in front for worship.. jumping, raising hands. =) God, this are ur people! hee... Nick vujicic. I teared the moment i saw him carried on stage. Dont know why, but it's like seeing God's love and beauty in him. A man like him, can display such joy n strength n faith in the Lord. Throughout his sharing, i kept tearing, and of course laughing, cos he's so funny! I love his jokes, esp the one where he turned 360 deg in a car and shocked the girl in the other. HAHA... but i kept tearing cos his sharing was so powerful and God's presence was so strong. i realised what makes him so joyful and strong. He could memorise so many verses from the bible.. He anchored himself in the word of God and he had a close relationship with Him! It's like i know we need to go deep in God's word and grow in relationship w Him. But looking at nick, which of my trials and pain could compare w his? Yet he found joy and displayed such strength. this is a super long post... but i shall end by sharing some truths and words from nick that deeply touched my heart. May they encourage you too...=) 1) You are deeply loved. 2) Everything is going to be ok. 3) Tears are a language that God understands. 4) Fight the lies with truth. 5) The victory in life is not about standing up, but it is the changing of our hearts by God. 6) God let us go through trials, so that through us, we can touch another's life. 7) It's not when you have gone through trials and have victory then you praise God. You can praise God IN the trials. That's more powerful. 8) Whatever that i need to go through, God is BIGGER. Labels: Christ in me, Event, Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 3:40 PM
I must blog about today. Today's sermon was on the 10th blessing, forgiveness. Pastor Eugene preached on mat 18:21-35. It's the exact same passage he preached on 30 oct 2004 in TC, same explanation of the parable, same 2 steps on how to forgive: Receive His forgiveness - be grateful n understand the magnitude of His grace. Release His forgiveness - be grcious n unplug the blessings of His grace. So familiar... deeply etched in my mind cos that sermon impacted me deeply. Today was like dejavu.... Pastor Eugene did add new points which caught my attention too.. 1) Salvation is unconditional; fellowship with the Father is conditional. 2) Justification before God is unconditional;the anointing of the Spirit is conditional. 3) Our status in the family is unconditional;our intimacy with Christ is conditional. 4)Our eternal destiny - whether we go to heaven or hell - is fixed;but receiving a reward is conditional. Set me thinking... Unforgiveness will affect our relationship with God, causing us not to be able to hear Him, fellowship with Him, receive His anointing and growing close to Him. I sure dont want to be obstructed from coming to Him and growing in Him. But i sat there, not as affected as in 2004, guess i have released unforgiveness and is handling things much better now. What almost threw me off my seat was when pastor E shared abt how to forgive, by being grateful and understanding the magnitude of His grace. God suddenly reminded me of that night. After going forward for altar call, pastor laifun prayed for me. Was deeply ministered... it was one of the first, if not the first time, i release forgiveness for the people who have hurt me. It wasn't easy, of course.. i rmb crying badly. but pastor just guided me through and God comforted me. Felt very light and relieved after tt. Of course min and peggy comforted me too. Then it was Fever 04 meeting. Watched the video of children in cambodia. I still can rmb how they walked among the rubbish to pick up things, sat by the road to beg.. i rmb i saw this scene of a girl looking at the camera, and i was so moved.. i could be that girl, suffering in cambodia. But here i am blessed, yet sometimes unsatisfied and complaining about things. I felt the love of Jesus extending to them too. and gave $200 to sponsor xiang n dora. I just checked. my sermon notes for 30 oct 2004 and blog entry 31 oct 2004..... 2004. Today, 2007, God brought me back to then, and told me again, i could be that girl. And dear sheryl reminded me of the meaning of my name subsequently. 26 jun 2004, I was baptised with the name charis - God's grace. And suddenly she just say out of the blue, maybe God is rounding up everything. Suddenly, i came to realisation that over these 3 years, God has been moving in my life. After 30 Oct 2004, there are times i was irritated, angered, things happened that pain me. I just looked back on my diary for 2005.. God has worked so much from 2004 to 2005, even more in 2005, then 2006, now 2007. As i read, i saw how sometimes i struggled so hard, sometimes i felt like giving up. the agony, the emotions, the thoughts... wow. So much... I dont know if it will be a closure, but i am very sure, looking back, i see God's faithfulness in following me through everything. I see His power and ability in helping me overcome my fears, pains, pride, resistance, struggles... I see how He has changed me. I am here, changed because i serve a faithful and almighty God! =D Share what vanessa told me over msn: this forgiveness thing always boils down to gratefulness and thankfulness. itz bcos we fail to rem what God has done for us....tt's y we think tt we ourselves are ok and good...then we start to point fingers at other ppl..finding fault with them abt this and that, forgetting that we have flaws and faults too..and yet God has forgiven us the steps are easy to know...hard to follow...tt's y ppl need reminder....actually everyone knows wht we shd do..but juz dun wan/can't do it God, help me to remember what You have done for me everyday of my life, so that I will always be grateful n thankful, not to point finger and find fault in others, but to forgive and love. I may forget along the way, please remind me always. When i dont want to or cant do it, help me.. give me all that I need, so that i can forgive and love, and walk in Your ways. Amen Labels: Christ in me, In the mirror, Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 12:48 AM
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Was listening to "Your best life now" by pastor joel osteen. And this story caught my attention... couldnt catch some of the parts, so modified abit.. but still,hope it speaks to you. =) Nick was a big, strong and tough man who worked in a railroad yard for years. He was the company's best worker, arriving on time, a reliable hard worker and bond well with others. But Nick has a problem, he always think negatively and something bad will happen. One summer day, the crew were told they were allowed to leave an hour early in order to celebrate the birthday of one of the foreman. All the workers left, but somehow, Nick accidentally locked himself in a refrigerated box car, which was brought into the yard. The box car was empty and not connected to any other trains. When Nick realised that he was locked inside the refirgerated boxed car, he panted and Nick began knocking on the door until his hands and fists became bloody. He screamed and screamed but his co-workers have already gone home to get ready for the party. Nobody could hear Nick's desperate call for help. Again and again, he called out but finally his voice became a whisper. Aware that he was in a refrigerated box car, Nick guessed that the temperature was well below freezing, maybe as low as 5-10 degree Fahrenheit. Nick feared the worst. He thought what am i going to do? If i dont get out of here, i'm going to freeze to death. The more he thought about his circumstances, the colder he became. With the door shut tightly and no apparent escape, he sat down to wait for the inevitable, death by freezing or suffocation,which ever came first. He found a pen in his shirt pocket and noticed an old piece of cardboard over at the other corner of the car. Shivering almost uncontrollably, he scribbled a message to his family. In it, Nick realised his dying prospect. Getting so cold, body numbed, if i dont get out soon, these will probably be my last words. And they were. The next morning, when the crews came to work, they opened the box car and found Nick's body crumpled over in a corner. When the autopsy was completed, it was confirmed that Nick has frozen to death. However, the investigator realised that the refrigerator unit of the car was not even on. In fact, it has been out of order for some time and it was not functioning at the time of the man's death. The temperature of the car that night, the night Nick was froze to death, was 16.2 degree.Nick froze to death in a slightly less than normal room temperature. Nick froze to death because he believed he was in a refrigerator box car and believed he is going to die. For Nick, what he feared and believed, came to past. Are you like Nick, expecting failure, defeat, bad things? You will get what you expect. Believe in the positive things in agreement with God, He will come through for you. =) Labels: Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 2:01 AM
Hillsongs is in singapore!!! haha, only the dance pastor n leader. =) Have been attending the dance workshop by them. Really great! Will blog more... Today learnt 3 songs, one hip hop, one slow worship and one fast jazz. None but Jesus is really ministering, i cant dance for you, so enjoy the video. Hope it touches you =) None But Jesus - United - Hillsong Add to My Profile More Videos Labels: Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 2:19 AM
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SuperStar Where do we find our worth? Theres always someone better, someone smarter, someone stronger, and the list goes on. In conclusion, there is no where on earth we can find our worth, in a literal sense. We all strive to be that superstar, to stand out, failing to realise the mere beauty of our existense. We are His proudest creation, made in His liking. We already are valuable from the point of the birth, already a star. So shine on(: not for the glory of ones self but for our creator. For that is the only way we can shine, through the very source of light! V1 "Just like the stars in the night sky My child you shine so brightly in my eyes How could you doubt my creation Everytime you look down on your formation" "Cos before I gave this earth life I was thinking of you, your face was on my mind That precious smile, the twinkle in your eye Just as I planned, they look so much like mine" Chorus "Special boy, special girl Why do you do this to yourself? Dont you know, how much you make me glad And im proud to be your dad Precious boy, precious girl Can you not see how much youre worth? Just think, you must have been worth somthing big Cos i would'nt come and die just for nothing" V2 "Do you see the beauty of the sunrise? Can you feel the coolness of the night? But the purpose of these I was creating Was for you, for you in the making" "Cos long ago, I had a dream of you You were more beautiful than the stars and the moon Then you were made fearfully, wonderfully So as Ive dreamed for you, would you now dream for me?" Chorus 2 "Special boy, special girl Wipe those tears of your face Cos I paid for you with the fullness of my grace Just so you could feel again the warmth of my embrace Precious boy, precious girl Plaeas dont change the way you are Cant you see? youre so beautiful to me Cant you see, cant you see" Bridge "Child, I love you I believe in you Child, do you know how much I care?" "Child, dont listen to them Child, I hope you know that ill always be here You are special in my eyes" This song, written by ben, introduced by pastor eugene, touched my heart alot. When pastor e was reading out the words, i teared. God thought of n is thinking of me. Always. I am Yours! =) Labels: Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 2:05 AM
This is a story of 2 farmers who desperately need rain. And both of them prayed for rain. But only one of them went out to the field to receive it. Which one do you think trusted God to send the rain? Which one are you? God will send the rain when He is ready. You need to prepare your field to receive it. Nothing is impossible with God. =) Yes God, i will be patient and pray on. I will be still and know You are God. Labels: Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 12:37 AM
Had cell n DG on fri. Not too bad i guess.. isobel, bernice, jasmine were there with their friend wan leng from another church. Quite distracting though, cos teachers walk by n waved to me, their friends walked by n waved to them. haha... Oh, and i talked to ms goh. hmm... praying. And she's thinking of roping me in for founder's day dinner planning.. HMM. And putting up an item. HMMMMMM... DG at tngsy's place. Her place is very cosy.. i like. =) And i like toti. i took 2 pictures with it. hee.. Xiang talked about choosing God's best, chap 6. We have homework. haha... to think about 4 questions. Didnt go supper cos the next day have sports tuition. Went home to rest. But i still slept at 130 and woke up at 8. Tuition started at... 8. Oopss. So i flew down in cab, but no sec 3/4 came. So sheryl n i spent the time talking. I did help priscilla with her chinese hw. read.. CHINESE. haha. After eons of not touching chinese except the occasional newspaper and readings. Ok. come the highlight... i went to watch spiderman 3 with precious after tuition! Finally, after so long saying we wanna watch. Got 4th row from the front. So very close to the screen, but not too bad. Oh my gosh.. i lub it. =) So exciting!! Like i was glued to the screen every minute cos i didnt wanna miss a scene. i love spidey wheezing through the city. So cool pls! If only i can.... Heard many things about it, too heavy a plot in 2 hrs, double-chin spidey, harry died.. hmm.. i think everything was nice, except the double-chin did caught my attention time to time. But i thought this time round, though spidey had a large piece of the cake, harry seems to be a bigger hero. He's handsome, charming with the way he smiles and he died for his friend. MJ's acting also looks abit stiff..hee. Both me n precious had the same conclusion aft the show. The old people spoke the most wise things. Aunt may:"Man must be able to put their wives before themselves." agrees... And regarding the sandman, she was also very wise. The lives of others are not determined by us, just like spidey cant kill sandman just for revenge. A wise woman... Uncle of spidey, told the sandman to go home. No fear in adversary, but thought about others.. Bernard, housekeeper of harry, who revealed that harry's dad was really killed himself, and told him to help his friends. Besides all the actions that dazzled n captivated me, the story did too. One, when spidey was so overwhelmed with his own achievements and neglected, even hurt MJ's feelings. Sometimes, we too, allow ourselves to be carried away by our own achievements, lives and pride, that we forget about the ppl around us and may hurt them in the process. Don't assume you understand how others are feeling, listen. Two, when harry, spidey and venom became to obessed with revenge, hatred, angry, jealousy and negativity, they hurt the ppl around them. In every circumstances, we can react in 2 ways, negative or postive. If we choose the former, we may be feeling happy, good, powerful and full of pride like spidey with his new power walking down the street, proud n crazy. But are we truly joyful inside, or is there even deeper emptiness. Like spidey, who woke up after hitting MJ, realising his true emotions. He was doing all these to spike MJ, was he happy? No. And in the process of doing so, we can hurt the ppl around, esp those who love us deeply. Three, like spidey, it may be painful to peel off the dark side. Maybe some of us may have even grown to like it, the power, fame and identity, and we don't wish to give up. But remember the dark will consume us, until we lose control of ourselves, in the worse, end up in destruction. Like venom, who was saved by spidey, but still jumped back in to be killed with the black stuff. (i was shocked when he did.. stupid.. but he lost control) Have we lost control? Time to give up the old ways... Four, oh, this is exciting.. the part when spidey and harry combined forces to fight the 2. Wow wee! So cool! Fly fly, zoom zoom, fight fight, esp when they flew to catch MJ and brought her to safety. Cool! And suddenly God spoke to me in the cinema. HAHA.. (God is everywhere eh.) It will be like when we partner with the holy spirit. How cool right! If we partner with Him, we will be able to fight the evil, save the lost and soar with victory! I want that. =) Five, have to be the part spidey told sandman, "i forgive you". Spidey forgiving sandman for killing his uncle. I killed Jesus with my sins, God says, "I forgive you." Six, dear handsome harry died and he called spidey, best friend. Can u, will u die for ur friend? harry did and still regarded spidey as his best friend regardless of all that had happened. i know my best friend did too. My Best Friend. HAHA. Can i not say it was a great show? Nope. It's fantastic! I got shocks in between the show.. Really bei xia dao. felt my whole body jerked. And i did tear at some parts.. when spiderman came out to save MJ and the whole town cheered. Their answered prayers.. (our answered prayers) When spiderman was crushed by sandman, when harry died... definitely worth the money. haha. i'm a happy girl. =D Labels: A simple life, Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 2:17 AM
My Savior My God by Aaron Shust I am not skilled to understand What God has willed, what God has planned I only know at his right hand Stands one who is my savior I take him at his word and deed Christ died to save me this I read And in my heart I find a need For him to be my savior That he would leave his place on high And come for sinful man to die You count it strange, so once did I Before I knew my savior My savior loves, my savior lives My savior's always there for me My God he was, my God he is My God he's always gonna be Yes, living, dying; let me bring My strength, my solace from this spring That he who lives to be my king Once died to be my savior That he would leave his place on high And come for sinful man to die You count it strange, so once did I Before I knew my savior My savior loves, my savior lives My savior's always there for me My God he was, My God he is My God he's always gonna be Heard this song on bel's blog. The music somehow moved my heart, but couldnt hear the lyrics clearly. So i looked it up.. Thank God i did. Such beautiful lyrics.. I may not know what the Lord has willed, i just need to know standing on His right hand is my Savior Jesus, who is interceding for me. I have read and know that Jesus died for me, head knowledge not enough. In my heart, i need to let Him be the Savior n Lord and to fill that emptiness. My savior lives and loves me, so He is always with me. He was and is and is God forever. Amen. =) Labels: Sharing with you -The Princess Jesus Loves- 1:37 AM
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