
Light beyond the storm.
""He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men;
"yet they cannot fathom what God has done from the beginning to end.” – Ecclesiastes 3:11
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Sunday, April 20, 2008 Havent been updating cos i'm really tired down by practicum. Lesson plans, markings, remedial, meetings, science centre trips.... God has been speaking alot recently too... since sanctification, to practicum, to services, to worship seminar with worship central... loads loads. But there is only 1 reason why He is speaking to me regarding so many things. He loves me. =) I know He is going to take it deeper, breaking me further till i die to myself and abandon myself for Him, showing me more of myself, to know how ugly, dirty and small i am as compared to Him, and moulding me so that i can become more like Him. This is a journey, the only end is when Jesus comes again. Till then, it will never stop, because i need constant breaking and humbling so that i remain humble and pleasing to Him. How would success look like? When i face more n more difficult circumstances, going through tougher and tougher problems, being broken more and more, because that means i am growing in the Lord. Sounds tough and painful? I guess i'm learning to say no. Because my joy, delight and pleasure should not come from the external, from having a good life with no problems. My joy, delight and pleasure comes from knowing that God is in-charge and He is still transforming me to be like Him. Tougher means i'm getting nearer to that goal. Can you imagine these words came from huihui? No, they didn't. They came from God... because the fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge, knowing God and His work in us. =) Labels: Christ in me, In the mirror -The Princess Jesus Loves- 11:43 PM
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